i’ve been through a lot, but i’ve never resorted to drugs as an escape. sometimes i wonder is this a good thing? i always feel left out when i’m hanging out with my friends. i’m the most innocent and inexperienced one in the whole group. but i’m not going to “fit in” by doing drugs. my friends respect me for what i do & i don’t judge them for the things they do. i think that’s how we are able to have such a unique friendship. [: